The search for clarity and lucidity about human nature is a bittersweet task. Once illuminated there is no switching it off. The glare of the obvious is so jarring daily existence is marred by ironies. Only finding relief under the shades of accumulated knowledge collected from experience. A curse or a blessing I am undecided. For honesty is not welcome by most. I don’t want to be the one pricking bubbles that sheltered some people from ugliness, those who filters only what is good. I find nothing wrong in that unless one should delude oneself that there is no ugliness that exists at all.